Aspire the World!

"Aspire the world with our beautiful vision."

I found this in a bathroom stall in one of the art buildings.  I didn't really think much about it when I took the image. ( I take tons of pictures at once, i'm more focused on clear images rather than what the words say.)  But now that I'm thinking about it, I feel like this phrase is why I wanted to be an artist.  Art is so powerful and it's becoming more available because of the internet.  Art has such a vital part in my world and the world around me.  Normally I'm driven and hardworking, but every so often I feel defeated.  It's just hard to stay motivated when you know no one is watching.  I have to learn to want things for myself...trully.  Not because I want a good grade or I want to be the best.  Don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with wanting to be the best, I just can't let my own ambitions get me down, especially when I fall short.  

I just want people to look at my art, to interact with it and hear my voice.  My art is about the world I live in and the people in it....It's a little difficult when you're just MAKING and not showing. *sigh*

I heard their periods attract bears...

"I heard their periods attract bears."

hahahahahaha.

i thought this was funny.

Changing the World...

"I am so afraid that I will live a life of nothing,

when every night I dream about changing the world."

This happens to be one of my biggest fears.  I've been dreaming big since I was a child, not because I had too much love and support of my parents, but because I wanted to change things about the world.  The older I get the more I realized how much I wanted to impact the world, my goals became more realistic.  Don't get me wrong, I still want to change the world, in my own way.  Through the arts, i guess.  Even through this blog...even though no one really reads it, it's out there, influencing the internet world...in a sense.  The best way to start moving the world is by silly little things...get your thoughts and opinions out there, because they're important.  start here, on blogger, and maybe it'll take you farther.  Don't forget to put your full effort forward, don't be afraid to fail and don't be afraid to believe in yourself.  There's no shame in that.  You will always be your biggest fan.

i thought i would add this short little video, because it's fun and entertaining and sort of pertains to what I was talking about earlier...Pinky and the Brain never give up! Every night, no matter how many times they've failed before, they try to take over the world!

What attracts you to a guy?!!

"What attracts you most to a guy?"

"Nothing, I'm gay!"

"sense of humor"

"his character and heart"

"his respect for my intelligence"

"how he hugs."

"good oral"

"smell"

"if he knows how to rock out!"

there's no picture perfect dream guy...well, there used to be one.  growing up my girlfriends and I would make silly lists of all the things that we wanted in a guy.  his hair color, his build, his eye color, his laugh, your first kiss and everything in between.  so yes, at one point i had a made up some magical guy that could never exist.  he had dark hair and sun kissed skin, his eyes were dark green and he had an fantastic build, believe me!  but just because I had this guy in the back of my mind does not mean that he's what I want or even what i had wanted.  A dream guy is only good for your dreams.  Flaws make us unforgettable and lovable.  So to all the guys reading this right now, don't be discouraged, every woman wants something different.  And i figure that men love the flaws in women as well.  

Perfect is boring.